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But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here? I don't belong here

Well, after another crap week of work stress I decided to unwind in a big way over the weekend. I went to my village for a few scoops. And yes, it was fun. A few bets on the horses and a few glasses of wine, a nice way to unwind. Some stuff happened too, and lots of very kind people were worried about me, and asked what had happened. So this blog is by way of a small explanation, and a rant, and just to get things off my chest. Due to the long long time I have been doing my job, many many families have passed through my playgroup. A lot of local families, and as such many are known to me. Now, due to the sensitive nature of my business I have to sign confidentiality agreements and also work closely with state agencies such as social workers etc. I am bound by strict laws and a legal document entitled 'Duty to Care'. As you can imagine in a small community this can and has put me in some not nice positions. I have been threatened, verbally abused and my daughter bullied becaus

"It ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward"

So......That's been an interesting couple of weeks for me. I've been ill for a long time now. Partly ignored in the hope it would go away, and partly because other stuff was happening. Other stuff as in my other half had a bad accident in Christmas week and I was dealing with that. So eventually when I did go to the doctors I had various infections in my respiratory tract. 4 anti biotics later and still no better. During this time I had various special occasions all of which I tried to celebrate but it's difficult when one can't keep anything down. So my morning routine became one long cycle of getting up, puking, getting dressed, puking, going to work, puking.... well you get the picture. Finally had enough when while vomming my chest burned and pain went down my arm. And my left lung was agony.                                                       My doctor is either very busy (lol) or doesn't work much cause I had to wait days for an appointment. Finally got to